Proof there’s nothing wrong with me

90-day self-exploration experiment: a plan for learning, understanding, and applying my circuitry. All the information it includes is (or will be) summarized below. The experiment lays it out with more detail and in more digestable chunks of information. It also gives me the opportunity to explore and evaluate whether it’s true, relevant, and/or beneficial for me.

Brief Basics

Activated centers and gates (shown as colored areas in my schematic) indicate areas of my circuitry in which I generate signals internally and broadcast them to the world. Receptive centers and gates indicate areas in which I pick up and amplify signals transmitted by others. For that reason, every person shares the same general purpose: (1) to cultivate the most positive expression in activated areas and thus become a positive influence on others and (2) to develop wisdom about receptive areas and discernment in choosing those who surround and influence us.

My purpose isn’t something I have to figure out; it’s innate. The purpose of an acorn is to be an oak tree. The acorn doesn’t have to make turning into an oak tree happen. All it needs to achieve its purpose are the right growing conditions. 

If an acorn had free will, the only action that would be required to become an oak would be to embrace and allow the expression of its inherent nature. The acorn would only need to make choices that allow it to develop and grow to the fullest potential of everything it came into existence with.

If an acorn was carried to Hawaii and dropped there, it would struggle to grow or develop. Even if it was given a small amount of the right soil to grow, it would likely look around at the flourishing palm trees and believe something was wrong with it. The more it tried to be a palm tree, the more it would feel like a failure – yet the world would be sorely lacking without oak trees.

I was born carrying my own unique seed. My circuitry guide provides insight about the characteristics of the most successful tree I can become and the growing guide for allowing my growth and development.

My purpose has nothing to do with what I DO, only about who I BE – allowing the most positive expression of the authentic self I already am. 

Activated areas help me identify what is authentically mine that I can control internally through personal changes/development (if/how I choose). Receptive areas help me identify what I’m taking in from others and can therefore control through healthy boundaries and choices regarding my environments and interactions. Awareness is power!

Important: Everything in my circuitry is exactly right for me and does not control me. Knowledge of design mechanics teaches me to reconnect to the messages from my inner voice and signals from my own body, which enables and empowers me to identify the truth of what’s right for me, reframe the story of my life, and choose how I experience it. 

Lines below will become links as content is added.

General info – what my guide is and isn’t, mechanics, terminology, etc. 

When we struggle with aspects of self that are key to our quality of life and happiness, it often manifest as physiological symptoms. When I’m feeling disconnected from my inner voice and uncertain about why I’m unhappy, my body will tell me what to focus on. If I experience physical pain, dysfunction/disruption, chronic conditions, or other wellness concerns in any of these areas of my body, I should consider the potential influence of associated areas from my circuit design.

Clicking the links below opens a wav file that use binaural beats in the frequency that supports the linked resiliency key or center – these work best with earbuds/headphones, preferably high enough quality to pick up the lowest tones without buzzing.

Head, Eyes, Sinuses, Mouth, Teeth, Brain, Pineal Gland, and/or Pituitary Gland =
Inspiration Center
Mind Center
Decisiveness (1, 3, 5, 11, 17, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 43, 55, 59) – Tapping Video
Self-Trust (11, 17, 18, 43, 48, 57) – Tapping Video

Thyroid, Parathyroid, Endocrine System, Throat, Tonsils, Vocal Cords, and/or Breath/Breathing =
Throat Center
Authenticity (1, 12, 20, 33, 62) – Tapping Video
Vitality (3, 5, 12, 20, 21, 26, 27, 29, 30, 33, 34, 52, 59, 62) – Tapping Video

Liver and/or Cardiovascular System =
Heart Center
Lovability (1) – Tapping Video
Decisiveness (1, 3, 5, 11, 17, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 43, 55, 59) – Tapping Video
Courage (1, 3, 5, 18, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 48, 55, 57, 59) – Tapping Video
Authenticity (1, 12, 20, 33, 62) – Tapping Video

Thymus (T-Cells), Stomach, Heart, and/or Gallbladder =
Will Center
Self-Worth (21, 26) – Tapping Video
Vitality (3, 5, 12, 20, 21, 26, 27, 29, 30, 33, 34, 52, 59, 62) – Tapping Video
Empowerment (3, 5, 21, 26, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 52, 55, 59) – Tapping Video

Reproductive Organs =
Intuitive Center
Decisiveness (1, 3, 5, 11, 17, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 43, 55, 59) – Tapping Video
Courage (1, 3, 5, 18, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 48, 55, 57, 59) – Tapping Video
Vitality (3, 5, 12, 20, 21, 26, 27, 29, 30, 33, 34, 52, 59, 62) – Tapping Video
Empowerment (3, 5, 21, 26, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 52, 55, 59) – Tapping Video

Adrenal Glands (incl. adrenal fatigue and burnout) =
Foundation Center
Vitality (3, 5, 12, 20, 21, 26, 27, 29, 30, 33, 34, 52, 59, 62) – Tapping Video

Bladder, Kidneys, Prostate, Pancreas, Nervous System, and/or Lungs =
Creative Center
Courage (1, 3, 5, 18, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 48, 55, 57, 59) – Tapping Video
Emotional Wisdom (30, 37, 55) – Tapping Video
Empowerment (3, 5, 21, 26, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 52, 55, 59) – Tapping Video
Decisiveness (1, 3, 5, 11, 17, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 43, 55, 59) – Tapping Video

Weight/Food issues =
Creative Center
Courage (1, 3, 5, 18, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 48, 55, 57, 59) – Tapping Video
Emotional Wisdom (30, 37, 55) – Tapping Video

Lymphatic System, Spleen, and/or B-Cells =
Biological Instincts Center
Self-Trust (11, 17, 18, 43, 48, 57) – Tapping Video
Courage (1, 3, 5, 18, 27, 29, 30, 34, 37, 48, 55, 57, 59) – Tapping Video