Profile – Stabilizer/Adept (4/6)
Putting the Lines Together
Both lines in my Profile is designed to support each other. I need to fulfill the needs of both my Lines in order to fulfill the purpose of my Profile.
One of the lines provides the foundation that enables the expression of the other. In my case, line 4 provides the foundation that enables my expression of line 6.
When I’m in my second stage and integrating everything I learned from my explorations, that will be a good opportunity to develop the wise expression of being a Stabilizer. If I’m able to do that, it will ease my transition from stage 2 to stage 3, give me a solid foundation for expressing stage 3, and enable me to prevent any changes from disrupting my internal stability and my ability to model living authentically in fulfillment of my purpose.
Important: Simply following my strategy and inner authority will guide me toward fulfillment of both lines. My purpose isn’t a task list, and I really don’t need to worry about the details or “doing it right.” Knowing the details is most useful for providing a new perspective on my past and present that renders a more self-affirming interpretation than I might have had before. It gives me a new story that allows me to release old beliefs about being inherently broken or wrong in some way. It can also help me recognize when things in alignment with my purpose show up for me in the future.
At times, the themes of Profile lines can feel at odds with each other. In my case, the experimental and adventurous nature of Line 6/Stage 1 will be extra challenging given the fear of change and need for stability that comes with the line 4. I crave stability and yet I feel compelled to experiment and learn through experience, which can create a lot of unexpected twists and turns.
Additionally, my Line 4 means I’m extra sensitive to criticism and judgement, so my Stage 1 experiences that teach me what not to do will likely be extra heavy for me to reconcile to myself, let alone to others. The first profile is conscious while the second line is unconscious. This means that I’ll be very conscious of how much I crave stability, and I probably won’t understand what drives me to keep doing things that undermine it.
It feels like self-sabotaging because until I reach maturity in the lines, I’m not aware that my need to explore and experiment is just as strong – and valid – as my need for stability. I’ll likely feel self-criticism, self-judgement, shame, and guilt that create even more pain for myself because I’m drawing conclusions about myself without knowing the whole story, the truth that there’s nothing wrong with me, that I’m designed in exactly the right way to fulfill my purpose in the best possible way.
If Stage 1 choices cause me to question my worth and lovability, I’ll avoid the depth in relationships that’s necessary for me to feel truly stable and secure. I’m more likely to fear being seen and try to fill that need with relationships in which I can’t be my authentic self, which makes true stability impossible.
All these conflicting motivations will likely make Stage 1 more painful and Stage 2 (making sense of everything so I can integrate what I’ve learned) more confusing and challenging. Even my Time Bender Type may pose challenges to meeting my needs as a Stabilizer.
The truth is all circuitry designs have a certain amount of internal struggle associated with them. These struggles are designed as growth catalysts in my life journey. Sometimes I have to push against parts of myself or struggle to find the balance between all the facets of my unique circuitry and discover ways to bring all the aspects of myself into harmony. This is the source of maturity and true wisdom in my circuitry design.
In my case, finding harmony between my needs as an experiential learner and my need for stability will require me to master the art of self-forgiveness and having compassion for myself. Achieving that goal means I’ll be able to model something very powerful and healing for others in my third stage as an Adept. Every challenge I overcome becomes another way in which I can serve as a positive example for others. Mastering my Line 4 will also give me the ability to connect deeply with others, which makes me even more effective as a role model.
The lines that seem to conflict the most in their novice expression also reinforce each other the most in the wisdom of their mature expression. The more difficult the challenges are in my circuitry design, the more powerful my healing influence will be when I’ve mastered those challenges.
It’s important to give myself the gift of allowing myself to take the time to get the needs of both my Lines met. This will help me make good and solid decisions, feel confident and aligned, and fulfill my life purpose.
Contemplations
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- Are all the needs of both my Profile lines being met?
- What do I need to do to support my needs better?
- Are there additional challenges I see in meeting the needs of both?
- Do I see additional ways in which my two lines can harmonize and support each other?
If I want more insight, I can always request a message from the universe.